And the irony award goes to...

You know you are truly helpless, when you are unable to even help those that most need it.  A man asked me for change on my way home last night.  I had to tell him no because I couldn't afford to eat if I gave it to him.

You always wonder how people get in that shape.  Then you wake up and realize you aren't that far away.  Just a few missteps.

I dreamed about dad last night.  Just him.  It was strange.  I'm not used to having my dreams focus on anyone besides her.