Saturday, August 2, 2008

The nightmares

I'm in hell I suppose.  In my dreams I mean.  Every time its the same dream.  Their faces are all there.  Mom, Dad, Catty...

And then I see her.  The face that haunts my every moment.  How did I get in this place where hope seems like a fantasy?

Her face...its not the beautiful face I knew and loved.  Or rather half of it is.  The other half is the damaged, burned, torn face I watched fade to death in front of me.  In my very arms.

And then they are all turning towards me.  Begging me for help.  What can I do to help them?  I've already let them all down too many times.  I barely have the energy to keep breathing, how can I possibly save them?

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